Awakening to the Universe: Embracing Your True Self

Every morning, I get up, feed my dog, Maggie, and my cat, Sophie. With their bellies full, I open the back door and let Maggie go outside while Sophie settles in on her blanket on my bed. While they are finding their routine, I am following mine. A cup of coffee, my journal, and my Angel Cards. I write my thoughts, and experiences from the day before, and sometimes I come to some meaningful realizations. This morning it was that I had not posted in several months. And I hadn’t really made a direct connection between my various posts and “the Universe” either. I draw my three Angel Cards, which, as they do most mornings, validate my thoughts and meaning that I had expressed just a few moments earlier in my journal. Perhaps I should honor my readers more than my journal. My stack of journals will likely find their way to the landfill when I’m gone; unread and without purpose. I have a point to make. Several, actually. And I will get to the main one in a moment.

Yesterday I sat on my back porch just being in the moment. I had a sense of gratitude, love, and the feeling of connectedness that I experienced when David was alive and channeling Holy Spirit. It’s a sense that God, or Source, is still in the room. Giving attention to things that make me feel good has become easier. It’s more of who I am now. I came to realize that I am part of a larger life within the Universe that everyone is contributing to. We are all just extensions of that Source of oneness, of pure unconditional love, of energy and vibration. We’re not just physical bodies, we are spiritual beings within Source. We can do so much more than we realize. Jesus said it himself according to John 14 & 15.

I wanted to experience this “more” myself with my own energy and will, my own consciousness. After listening to the astonishing revelations in The Telepathy Tapes earlier this year, I found a yet little known thing called mindsight; and happened up on training with Rob Freeman, VisionWithoutEyes.com. I figured, if I can see through a blindfold, it’s proof to me, beyond just feeling and “knowing” it, that I am so much more than this physical form. I wanted to really know it on a deeper, undeniable level to prove to myself it’s really real; that I’m not just making this stuff up, and so I can’t explain it away. I am convinced this is all tapping into Consciousness. I attended Rob’s class in Orlando in February 2025. Rob told us we were there to play, to be like children in order to open the mindsight. “Wait”, I thought, “that’s biblical, too!”. (Matthew 18:3)

Did I open my mindsight? Yes! While others had achieved better results than me, I was able to open two small “windows” where I could see through the blindfold that had left me in total darkness before. I continued to practice for a few weeks, got a little better, but then got busy buying a house that was located over two hours away, commuting almost daily while remodeling it, and moved into it in the midst of the construction chaos. Honestly, it became an excuse to not practice; albeit, I justified, a good one. The logical left brain is determined to keep us in the mundane “unchangeable” reality; the reality that is the illusion we create for ourselves, that we can only change things by mechanical means and lots of hard physical labor and limited resources. Then, in July, I saw that another training with Rob was coming up near Mt. Shasta, and, despite my decision to not travel again, due to the expense and the complication of finding a dog sitter, I decided to go. Everything worked out fine and my wonderful neighbor agreed to take care of Maggie and Sophie for me while I was away. That in itself was a miracle. Maggie’s emotional sensitivity makes her quite the handful.

The VWE team had just come back from the 2025 Psi Games ( https://psigamesinternational.com/ ) and had done well in the competitions. Along with some of them, I met other new friends who had recently attended the Monroe Institute, and had experienced spoon bending, among other things. Being in a room with all these people who are altering reality through consciousness keeps me open to the absolute probability that I can do all this stuff too. It’s another version of breaking the four-minute mile; another level of reality. When you’ve truly risen to the challenge, you can’t go back to status quo. You can only go forward with the certainty that anything is possible. My vision windows opened a little more, as I was able to see both with eye patches and the blindfold, and I did some telekinesis to boot. Remote viewing wasn’t part of the program, but it was a topic of private conversations within the group. Remote viewing is not new to me, and I’ve been practicing it to learn to trust myself more. Coupled with meditation, it is helping me with my conscious awareness. With Remote Viewing, I have to go with my imagination and my instincts to identify something I can’t see with physical senses. I’m getting better with practice. I haven’t bent a spoon yet, but that is the very next thing on my Psi agenda.

These abilities are within all of us if we’d just awaken to them. Cool tricks aside, they make us become more aware of who we really are. We are tapping into Consciousness. If I can see through a blindfold, make a foil tent spin, see into the future, and bend a spoon, it shows me that there’s something else greater going on, that I’m something greater than I’ve given myself credit for in the past. I can no longer default to the belief that “God is there for others but not for me”. There’s no separation between me and God. After all, I’m altering physical reality through my awareness of it. So are you. Like you, I am a child of God; a Divine part of Source in the soup of Consciousness. I’m no greater or lesser than anyone else. I just am! We all have different roles to play, but at the end of the day, me and you, we’re made of the same stuff. We are all an undeniable, integral part of the Universe, and everything happens just as it is supposed to.

My point? If you can’t imagine seeing blindfolded, spinning foil tents, seeing into the future, or bending spoons is real, just open to the possibility of it. If we hold on so tightly to our old beliefs, that we are willing to fight to the bitter end for them, or hate those that believe differently from us, maybe we should loosen up a little. We didn’t come to the planet to be so serious. When we get caught up in what’s “real” to us in the materialistic sense, with the always critical view, we edge God out. Wayne Dyer used that term as… E.G.O! It’s lonely, living like that. I know, I did it. It’s not fun. But I can’t beat myself up over the time I did it either. It was a learning experience. We haven’t wasted time, believing what we were told to believe. Nobody has to be right or wrong. We just have to be willing to change our mind, and walk our own path. Living-to-fit-in crushes our spirit. It’s inauthentic. When you move away from these old paradigms that don’t serve you, you’ll find new, supportive, people; the ones that your true self resonates with. Loosen up and enjoy what the Universe has to offer. I believe the Universe is giving us a LOT of grace right now. They’re making it easier for us to “see” what, for us, has been unseeable. I felt it so strongly when David’s Holy Spirit was with David and me. What an amazing and enlightening time that was! I felt it on the porch yesterday morning. I feel it now because I’m writing to you about it. The Universe is all inclusive. Pay attention to what’s happening on the inside and see it manifest for you on the outside. Meditate daily, or at the very least when you get stuck. Just ask for directions. The wisdom and guidance of All That Is is within you. When that becomes your reality, it’s magical! You change everything because you changed. That’s what Us In The Universe is about. Me, you, everything…all connected, all a part of the whole, growing, changing, becoming more. That, my friend, is the point.